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The Existence Game
a novel by Judy Adams

Destructive parents don’t raise healthy children. Jacqueline Moser has Munchausen-by-Proxy. Her daughter, Alex, pays the price.

Join Alex on her incredible journey from mental illness to full recovery – achieved with the love and dedication of a talented therapist.
 


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“...Every night was the same. I reluctantly left my family members, and, terrified but without options, I began my nightly investigation of every place in my bedroom that a murderer might be hiding -- even, I am not kidding, inside my desk drawers. I then donned the following: two pairs of underpants, tights, leotard, tank top, long-sleeved tee-shirt, shorts, sweatpants, sweatshirt, and socks. It was an utterly miserable outfit but I felt safer, like I was wearing armor. Then, instead of getting into my bed, I got into my closet, pulling shoes, comic books, blankets and other stuff over me, so that when the murderers came in, they wouldn't see me. They'd figure I was a pile of junk.

But even then, the pile of junk couldn't get to sleep. I was constantly hallucinating the sound of footsteps, breathing, even threatening whispers that were not quite discernible, but rich with evil intent. Roasting under the blankets, I read by flashlight until I couldn't keep my eyes open any longer.”

The Existence Game — Read the first three chapters HERE.

"Superbly well-written, and in a highly intimate style, this is a truly life-affirming story. Warm, funny, touching and disturbing by turns, Adams brings the tale of Alex Moser to life in a barnstorming literary tour de force. I love this book!"
Frank Kusy, Author

"The Existence Game is a powerful and compelling piece of work, full of insight and above all, hope. It is beautifully written, without sentimentality or indulgence. I was drawn in and then carried away, by both the humour and the sadness, which Adams paints and balances with great skill. A highly recommended and inspirational read."
Barry Wenlock, Author

“As a Borderline myself, Alex is a very real character to me and I identify with her thoughts and actions very strongly. Adams describes life for us perfectly.”
— Anonymous

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